It was a real frustrating day and I sat in my hot ass car like having a fucking breakdown after I heard that stupid message. It may as well have said "You doesn't wanna talk to you, stop calling!" Fuck Cricket. So I sat there for like a minute crying and becoming this gross mix of sweat and makeup and tears and snot, and I was like "this is stupid." So I just came in and buried my head into the couch pillow for like an hour and devised this shitty letter to her in my head, then talked myself out of it.
It's not like I'm okay with her hating me over some shit that really has nothing to do with me...it's just that I'm too frustrated to even care right now.
Oh, and I saw this right in front of my door today when I got home:
Nice place for a used condom, whoever you are. You can get a hotel room in this town for like nine dollars a night...you really need to fuck in the stairwell? I hope your next condom breaks and you get herpes. There, I said it.
Oh well, at least I stayed on plan today even though all the junk. And I found my old tracker journal thingy to boot:
Still way too many points to have left at like 7pm. It's a work in progress.
I feel super bitchy. Glad today's over.
23 comments:
stooppid cricket....sorry.
on a better note, I saw that condom, but didnt peek down to read about it- and when you said you buried your head in the couch pillow I was just glad that the condom was found outside your house, not in the couch cushions. :) hehe
Girl you need to eat more!
Jicama- true story:I packed lunch for Sean, carrot & jicama sticks- when he got home he said he liked the carrots, but what was he suppose to do with the potatoes I packed for him. lol I told him he was suppose to make fries. lol
Tricia, I work in downtown Vegas and I trip over used condoms and those girly magazine ad thingies every morning...so lovely! The City of Dreams! Feel better.
Ugh, Cricket sucks ass. But I've never actually gotten that message before. Maybe it's new.
cricket? wtf. never heard of it. us west virginians are stuck with crappy gayt&t.
yay for you tracking your points, though. me = proud.
"I hope your next condom breaks and you get herpes. There, I said it."
OMG!! That's so something I'd think...really funny.
is the condom still there?
way to go on the tracking :)
sisters suck.. I have two myself. 1 is nice 1 isn't.
Even in your misery, you're a shining beacon of hilarity. Not that I'm taking pleasure in your pain.
I think it's time to cut your sister loose. Is it really worth all this turmoil? Take a step back and wait for her to come to you.
I can so identify with the family drama. About 2 1/2 yrs ago I finally decided I couldn't take it and I pretty much just stopped talking to my sisters (they kind of stopped talking to me too). Kind of funny then I started losing weight. I realized that they just caused way to much drama in my life and I couldn't deal with it. You don't need that crap, they aren't treating you right and you deserve better. I say stop trying and I bet at some point they will miss you and if not their loss. You definitely don't have to put up with being mistreated.
I love how you always have a sense of humor even when you're upset. I hope things get better. Hang in there. *hugs*
*lovely english hugs*
sisters suck goats arse sometimes. i know it. don't feel shitty about it though m'lovely!!
eurgh at the condom. nasty!
Ewww. I will never complain about the condom wrappers I have found in my courtyard ever again.
I hope it doesn't break; we don't want that numbnuts breeding...
I am on WW too. you are too funny. I liked your post on Carlos' site. :)
- Lisa
www.losewithlisa.blogspot.com
wow that looks like a pretty big load... im jealous
I used to think it kinda sucked being an only child for the majority of my life, but you know....maybe it doesn't.
Well Jack Sh*t told me and the Universe to get a room and well, it just fell outta the sky I guess ...
sorry!
Fuck Cricket, fuck your sister and her attitude, and get a pooper scooper and fling that used condom on the sicko that left it in front of your door. Hope things start looking up soon sugar!
WOW... a condom? That is sick. Who does that?
So sorry to hear about your sister. I hope things workout for you guys! hang in there.
You shouldn't subject yourself to that shit from your sister. For your own mental health, I think you should just not associate with her. She is not a nice person and doesn't deserve to have you in her life. Fuck her.
Mail the condom to your sister.
Um, where the hell are you?
Yes. Where the hell are you?
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