Sunday, September 6, 2009

Oh hai.

Hey. I'm not dead or anything, I've just had writer's block and a bad attitude lately. I don't really like blogging when I'm all down on myself and pissed at the world. I end up reading it later and cringing at how I'm coming across as a whiny puss. I also haven't been reading or commenting much...sorry about that.

Not much has been up with me aside from trying to eat myself into an early grave. Earli(er) at least. And spending too much money on shit I don't need then panicking about being broke. Classic Tricia.

It's okay though. I'm slowly crawling out of my funk. Buying groceries tomorrow then putting away the debit cards in a tall tall place I can't reach...like the moon. Gonna try Phase 4,512 of the diet and see how that works. Fall is kinda in the air so it's helping my mood a little. I even went out to see a band play last night and I have the $80 hangover to prove it. Bleh.

So...my sister still won't talk to me. My sadness is fading into bitterness and I'm starting to wonder if she's worth all the sleepless hours spent wondering how it's so easy for some people to push others out of their lives. It's her choice. I've done my part and she knows where to find me if she decides to get over her fucking 43-year-old tantrum. My official new fear in life is turning out like either one of my sisters. Raw chicken and ghosts now take 2nd and 3rd place, respectively.

As you can no doubt see, the writer's block is still very alive and present. I'll try hard not to disappear for a week at a time from now on though. Barring anymore cancer announcements, I should be able to oblige. How's shit in your neck of the woods? Tell me everything!

23 comments:

Dina said...

raw chicken is less scary than getting knocked up, get your fears in chekc

glad to see you finally posting.

post when you're whiny, the people love it.

arielcircleofnine said...

Glad to see you posting! Surprised and sorry to hear sis still isnt talking, but like you said she knows where to find you when she's ready.
Do a good grocery shop and just go for phase 4,512---I am probably on phase 4,699 myself!!!

Jack Sh*t, Gettin' Fit said...

Post especially when you're whiny.

Don't leave us hanging like that, Tricia. I was getting ready to come out to Vegas to check on you (well, I would have gotten around to checking on you eventually... probably... maybe).

The news? Hmmmmmmm, Anita's trying accupuncture, the kids are being horrible and Horace and Shirley are on the road in their RV.

Let's take the "nonsense" out of this "diet nonsene" this go round. This is a great time of year to build up some momentum before we all come crashing down during the holidays.

Good to read your voice again.

Tantra Flower said...

Yay, you posted!!! *big smooches*

Not much going on here really. Work, school, work, housework, crazy family, pets, work, blah blah blah. I'm not doing any better than you in either the diet or blogging (all internet actually) departments. My absolute and utter hatred of shopping and public places combined with my certainty that anything I order over the internet will suck in real life, pretty much keeps my finances in order, thank Goddess.

Please don't be a stranger. You're missed.

Amy said...

Dina 'n Jack are right. I loves me some good bitchin'! Especially when the F word is involved.

@eloh said...

I agree, post those whiny crap posts....how else are we going to really get to know you and love you even more.

I post all kinds of ridiculous crap...if people get to know me and how really low I'll go...well you get my gest.

By the way...you ever want to go one on one...uno da uno ...in a sister off...I'm here for ya.

Losing it in Vegas said...

I post whiny crap all the time, or at least it seems whiny to me :D I'll read yours if you read mine :D

Glad to see you are okay, and if Jack really does come to check on you, send him my way, I need his personal trainer program :D

HopeFool said...

Haha... A sister-off! (I'm in and I will leave you both in the dust.)

Being a whining sack is par for the course isn't it?

Seriously, isn't it? That's what they told me and the only reason I'm still here posting. I took ONE walk last week and logged food for about 10 hours. Then I must have said "fuck it" all week.

Learning to be Less said...

Dude, where do clowns fall on your list of fears?

I hate when siblings are assholes. Both of mine so I don't talk to them much either. My life is happier that way. Isn't wierd to be so much younger than them but be so much more mature?

Fat Daddy said...

I don't care whether you have anything "interesting" to say...I am just glad to see you back. It is to easy to stray when you fall out of touch.

Hide those debit cards good!

Aimee said...

yay - i missed your blogs!

i wanna come to vegas in october to see dave!! rumor has it he's coming out there.

Chris H said...

Most days I get writer's block.. but somehow manage to find some drivel to yak about!
You did well considering you had nothing to say....
Sisters! I have one.. and try to have nothing to do with her. Just cos she's me sister does not mean I have to like her. ... or put up with her shit. Remember that next time you worry about her.

screwdestiny said...

Dead fish with the scales and head and whatnot still attached is what freaks me out. *shudders*

Irene said...

(((HUGS)))
I have family like that...she will come around glad you are back! missed you!!
Love,
Irene

Broken YoYo said...

great to read/hear from you, don't disappear again! we don't mind whiny, it's better to release than store

breatheeee

and release! :-D

~ugly girl with a beautiful heart~ said...

Glad you're back!

Shelley said...

Yay for a new Tricia post! I don't care what you write about, just that you write - you are that good! Sorry about your sister...for cryin' out loud, she's 43 and still pissy? Geez, I feel sorry for you, having to deal with that.

Good luck on Phase 4,512. Keep us updated.

kthxbai

Graciela said...

Thank you for posting, I really miss you when you don't keep us updated.

The bottom line, as you've said, is you've told your sister that you are here for her, and now it is up to her to decide what to do. You can't control what she does...and it will make you crazy to try.

You need to take care of YOU.

@eloh said...

I'm off today to build me a "fake bloggy ID" for the "WWDF SISTER OFF" ...cause mines psyco and she reads my blog.....

Carlos said...

she's back thank fuck

Kelly Anderson said...

FINALLY.

There are some things you just can't control. Don't let those things sabotage you. You made the effort and that's all you can do.

My Big Fat Super Super Obese Blog said...

You and I were SO separated at birth girl; only you are the much younger, much cuter one that got all the good genes lol. Seriously though, I relate to what you write so much. I know you've said the same about my blog. I've sat down to email you a zillion times and always get sidetracked. I'm making my eleventyith hundredth attempt to lose some weight this year. It's only half over right? Let's see if we can't cheer each other on xx

Dina said...

Your comment thing only reads the latest entries, cause I've commented you like 8 billion times total, honest injun

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